All My Kids Were Born Out Of Rape And Brutal Sex, Wife Alleged Pastor's Husband
I know the lady who shared her story on domestic violence , but the fact that my own husband is a pastor made it worse.
My husband suspends anybody who hit his wife in church , my husband support and sponsor those who fight for domestic violence.
Each time I hear him preach on the alter of the most high , I wish death will just struck him down .
Thank you so much for this platform.
I have been married for 7 years now with 2kids . My husband made me believe I had a spiritual husband , and flogged me every night , have sex with me to chase the spiritual husband away . I lived with this all for 4 years of my life , taking beating believing I was possessed.
Sometimes he will pour salt and pepper on me and flog me , claiming the pain will chase the spiritual husband away , after that he have sex with me.
All my kids were born out of rape and brutal sex . Most time I look at them I hate them because they remind me of every bit of the pain.
He said if I leave he will kill me , the day I attempted leaving with my kids, I was kidnaped and toucher for months . I did not see light for 3 months of my life , I just have them blind fold me , flog me and someone come have sex with me.
Until one day I found my self in my husbands house , which he warned me never to try him again .
He started bringing church members to the house and having sex with them , sometimes he will have me cook for them and serve them
Don't ask me if I have a job, cause he won't let me work , so my life is tied to him for life .
Personally I have accepted my destiny , maybe I was born for this ,may be my body was designed to be used as a slave , I have accepted my destiny , most women will never break out of domestic violence , cause we are destined for it . I can't cry anymore . Tears has died in my eyes .
Thank you for posting this , at least for once I can lessen my burden by voicing out.
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